After the feeling is gone
After the feeling is gone I may not specifically say after the love is gone because after what happens I really don’t know if the emotions I felt are love or its part of the feeling of wanting to be loved.
Every time I saw this person, I’ve always felt something that I can’t explain. Is this bitterness as what they say or this is angry for not accepting you? I know to myself that it’s over and done. I’ll be a fool if I still carry this feeling. I’ll be keeping hurting myself if I do that, or I’ll already hurting myself?
Is the friend helping you in a way to forget or they just refreshing the agony, when every time you see each other (as a friend, as part of the circle of friends) and teases you?
Well, as long as I know to my self that the feeling is gone it’s over and it’s done.
I no longer have tomorrow but there’s always yesterday for both of us.
The feeling is gone…